Saturday, October 17, 2009

Proceed with Caution

I have to watch myself. There is something in me which puts me at risk of becoming a desperado around the opposite sex. I have a vain streak, a desire for attention which could definitely lead me into Golden Girls Blanche/Baby Jane territory if left unchecked.

I don't believe I've ever succumbed to insecurity and been with anyone just for the sake of it, but sometimes male attention means more to me than it possibly should. Maybe it's a byproduct of being the chubby one or maybe everyone feels this way.

I can see the potential future me if I'm not careful: delusional, too much blusher, too much cleavage, flirting with sleazy men and falling into people. Dangerous. But fun?

No comments: